Sometimes I wish I had a little pet again because then I wouldn’t feel so alone all the time when no one is here (which probably also is a reason for my panic attacks) A cockatiel would be the best since I have expierence with them but I can´t take this little guy with me when I go to belgium to visit my bf and my mom already takes every little thing she is doing as a burden if I would ask her to look a few days over them.
Another pet I always wanted was a dog. I love dogs.. but they wouldn’t allow a big dog here in the flat.. maybe a little one. The good thing here would be - with the dog I HAVE TO GO OUTSIDE everyday and this would also help my health a lot. I also could take him with me to belgium so I could look after him without problems. The money wouldn’t be a really big problem here.
But then my mom finds another reason like “omgosh when U get a job and who will look then after him etc etc.” I understand this reason to good but in my state a job is not in a possible near and IF - some firms allow to bring their dogs to work if there is no one at home.
Even the helper from my dentist brought their dog to work and no one gave a shit and people loved this little guy.
And for the cat - my mom loves cats but she is against a “room cat” and since we live next to the mainstreets in a city that poor cat probably wouldn’t live a week with all those racers here.
A little dog would be the best that could happen to me but I know that I’m talking against a wall and the chances that this will ever happen is like 0.